Monday, August 30, 2010

The final hour.

HEY,
its so hard to take it tho.
doctor was suppose to come around 7pm but he postpone  it to 8.30pm
thought i can go tuition happily but no i cant anymore.
as i was sitting out there with thunder playing cooking academy.
he will just stare and me and it seems like he knows what is going to happen.
skip that..
its 8.50pm and the doctor finally arrived..
thunder was still wagging his tail,munching on his bone~
its our last moment to see him wagging his tail at us and tears from our eyes just begun to fall..
hannah,kakak,mummy,daddy,isaac,caleb and i was all there.
the Doctor uses overdose of antiseptic liquid to put the dog to sleep.

as the doctor slowly injects it in,
he's eyes begun to close slowly.
it only takes a few seconds and he's gone forever.

nothing much to say now.
but heart is torn..my tears are falling.
and i wont be able to see someone wagging its tail and waiting for me to come home from school.
even though this few months,its been crazy for us..
doctor often visit thunder,his ears were always having infection,
there will be maggots and blood..
and i used to clean his ear after school even though i was exhausted,

doing all i could.
and i hope he's happy right now.
i don't know where could he be now..
but definitely a better place.





















always will be my boy.


Love,Siaueikwei

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Times we had together.

















We were all there to accompany thunder this evening..
all of us will just sit in front of the computer and do our own stuff usually but today was different.
maybe we all know its the last day to spend time with thunder and we wanna do what we could to make him happy for the last time.
we started of with taking photos!he was a little lazy at first..then we brought Maxy out to make them play.
and he did became a more energetic.


he were running all over the place chasing Maxy and we were just sitting there watching them play.
even though we were all smiling and laughing!
but deep down all our hearts were torn.

dont know whether he knows what is going to happen tomorrow??
i hope he understands.
we bathed him after that!
we had lots of fun by scrubbing,pouring water all over him..
i should have experience this long time ago!
but i was lazy and thinking that the maid will get him showered










































Kakak Rachel






















i love my two cuties.





































Hannah was all excited when she heard me said that we're gonna take pictures with thunder.
















































and this is my THUNDER BOY!

 Caleb came down!
he said he must take pics with him before he leave.
because he used to go jogging with him..
he used to accompany thunder in late nights when there was heavy rain and thunder storm!











































and the two buddy!





















but when  he's about to leave,only i had a chance.
and i realize how much i've lost..
after bathing thunder,we dried him and get him ready for a hair cut.
he seems pretty excited at that point.
he was acting like a puppy,rolling all over and trying to seek for our attention.

































we brought him out for a walk..
































of course,we brought maxy along!
it will be a litltle unfair if we dump him at home alone!

Thunder  ate tons of grass..we walk pass tons of houses!
 back home after few rounds,we let him enjoy the wind under the tree while daddy was doing some gardening!
we all made a afford to wash the entire car porch..
Meanwhile,hannah will brush the floor with the maid and i'll be spraying!
while they're still doing..i took some dry cloth.put in on the floor.bended down
and started to run across the porch with a cloth..
i learn it form korean dramas!
thats the way they dry the floor.

fed him bread and cheese!!
gave him some fruit juice and he seriously looks so happy.
this makes us cant let go of him even more.

here i am resizing the photos that we took just now.
and looking through it,i seems to miss him more...
eventhough he is still downstairs!
i can overcome this..


Love,Siaueikwei

You're Leaving

Hello peeps!





















a rough update..
went to church this morning and had a fun session in church with Bob fitts!
he just enlighten the atmosphere in praise and worship..
















the feeling of wearing this heels is indescribable.


surprisingly the 2nd service was totally packed..
usually it will be just half filled..
we sing sing and sing!!

and that is why i love to be with you
I~~ love to be with you lord!
I~~love to be with you lord!

the service was pretty long but it wasnt boring at all...
i just love the way he brings the crowd..
we had Mcdonalds for lunch and i had my favourite GCB!
haven had it for 3weeks..its my chance baby!











































my eyes looks pretty big ehh?


will be skipping school tomorrow.
it is not because i want a long weekend holiday but to accompany my little thunder boy as the doctor injects the medicine into his body!
and from tomorrow onwards he wont be with us anymore.
i've been having him for 11years and we finally made this decision..
its so hard to take it,but we all know that he's been suffering for a long time..
the pain he go through,no one knows only him.
the suffering times he go through no one understands because he cant tell it out to us!
and before this he had been through several opperation because of his ear.
and the doctor always say that he's a very good boy,he doesnt bite or refuse to take the medication he was suppose to.
he's a dog that can stand the pain and he's so .........

i hope time will goes slower today!
i dont want tomorrow to come!


Love,Siaueikwei

Saturday, August 28, 2010

A Shopping Marathon

Its a friday and also a public holiday!
mummy hardly gets excited about public holiday
bu yesterday she was so different.












































she woke hannah and i up at 8am just to get dress up to go Midvallley for shopping!
we dressed ourselves in pretty outfit and off we go.
before that we picked Aunty Chan from her home.
and off we go to Midvalley.
had our breakfast in Dome.
mummy orders her big breakfast and share with hannah.
i'll stick to my pancake stack and aunty chan had some beef rasher.


We went in to Metrojaya to find some stuff..
mummy asked me to walk over the Lesportsac counter and check out whether they have the pencil box that leanne wanted.
i walked over  and asked..
and they ssai,yes we do and there's only one last piece in the store room.
i called leanne and she said yes and i bought it.
went through every department and there is nothing that caught my eyes.
the stores in Midvalley i find it pretty boring tho..
because mummy always go there for facial and she will drag me along..

Gardens,lots of wonderful and classy boutique lying in there.
our 1st stop was GAP kids.hannah needed to change all her cloths in her closet
and yes.we picked and she tried..ended up with 2 paper bags of kids clothing..
ofcourse she was happy..
staring at the paper bag makes me jealous because i dont get to wear branded goods when i was young.
well,its a different generation..

we entered EDC..i was  browsing thought and i found nothing
but mummy and aunty chan was totally opposite.
they took up teeshirts,blouses,trousers and many more in headed to the fitting room.
i was like their decision maker.
telling them which looks good on them and which dont.
and plus mummy's esprit card expired,this makes her have the urge to buy more
because there is a limit amount to spend to renew the member card.

Mummy was tempting me on the cloths there,
but i dont find anything pretty and suitable for me.
before we leave the shop she asked me.
Sarah,you really dont want anything from edc?
i said NO!
and she said.dont regret ahh!

okayy man!we were about to exit gardens,but mummy knew there's some stuff for us to redem.
so we walked over the redeption counter.
mummy was collecting the green packets and i was just emoing there,
because everyone is going home with something except me.
Bimba and Lola  just caught my attention all of a sudden.
and i did not expect much..
it might be just another shop and Sarah is going to come out empty handed.
there were so many pretty heels lying in there,felt more sad because when i looked at the price..
the auto mindset came and was telling me.Sarah Sarah it is so impossible for mummy to buy you this.
but before i exit the shop mummy came in.
she spotted few wedges and she tried it on..
she said its super comfy and its worth buying!
Girl,you want anot?
ofcourse it will be a YES for me.
i was shocked and dint know what to say..
















all i know is finally i have something!
we headed to Delicious..
i'll order my duck confit spagetti as usual and hannah will be eating her chocolate brownie.
mummy will stuck with her ceaser salad and aunty chan ordered Nyonya Curry laksa.
I'VE BEEN SMILING ALL THE WAY and mummy thinks im crazy!
the food was extra delicious..






















we got in the car and i asked mummy.
Mum,we are not going anywhere already right?
she was like NO!WE ARE GOING TO PYRAMID WITH AUNTY MEI LING!
i was like wow!mum what happened to you today???
are we going on a Shopping Marathon?
she said yes!
we met up with aunty mei ling and off we go to pyramid!
did nothing much because we were in Parkson the whole time.
and i knew i made a wrong decision to  follow them here.
but i was still smiling and helping my aunt  to pick out cloths for her children.
we were in the cosmetics and fragrance section.
she went over to look out for some perfumes.
and i recomended Chanel Chance to her..she bought it and my Chanel membership  is activated again.

feeling a little hungry..we went in Dorothy because that is a mandotory stop for my mummy.
and aunty mei ling needs a change in her fashion as well.
we make her try lots of cloths and she ended up with 5 paper bags of Dorothy!
she spent a total of rm1700 in Dorothy and the Dorothy promoter and supervisor was giving a big smile!
and they promised to treat us dinner!
because mummy never fails to bring customers to their boutique.
hannah was mumbling said she never been to Bubba Gum.


















































Aunt Mei Ling and I..
















 Pretty mummy and hannah!
its just the four of us.

and so we ended up there.
love their BBQ beef back ribs!
and we had a great time there..
the food there was a little off yesterday but with their excellent service,mummy dont really care bout it anymore.

we headed home..
i guess everyone was lucky yesterday including leanne!
because she never thought that they will restock the pencil box and there was another 10% discount.
and i always thank god for giving me awesome parents and awesome aunties!

Stuffs i bought..





































the floral wedges!



















































the blue and bronze stripy wedges.






















  Love,Siaueikwei

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Time to spent some moneyy!

Heelllooo!
i skipped church today because mummy was kinda tired after cooking from yesterday..
i pity my mummy!
so we all woke up around 10.30am and off to sunway pyramid to grab some stuff..
we walked around the mall,
denise was working and we went over to Miss Selfridge to support my sister,
by supporting her, mummy bought a  floral mini tube  dress  for me and mummy,
we shareeee,,,
and we walked over to elle,mummy spotted pretty heels and sandal,
mummy was in a pretty mood today!
and she shopped alot for herself and me!
we dropped by Dorothy Perkins and thought we might not find anything nice in there,
but then,the moment we went in,there was so many nice cloths hanging around the shop
mummy was so excited and started trying on cloths and more cloths!!

we bought alot from dorothy as well as yee yee
we all had a great day shopping!!
then we went over to cotton on,yee yee bought 10 slippers for her younger sister and off to forever!
spot nothing in there..continue walking and saw this shop with pretty heels,
BLAY!
is a product of Malaysia and its extra comfy.

and we spotted denise in Maybank with topshop assistant manager ALEX.
to debit cash in the account!
the amount of cash in the paper bag is like super duper duper duper duper alot..

and we went to pasar malam straight way!
bout lots of food..

back home!
so this is the stuff me and mummy bought today.
















































and the food..
its cheap and yummy!

















fried chicky!





















fried carrot cake!

some cupcakes from Cupcake chic!
their cupcakes are okay!not bad i can say!


































Apam balik!
weird name but yummy!
















Asam laksa!

















Chai kueh!
















and this carrot chee cheong fun!
no good no good!
wont buy this again!!

















feeling hungry?
i know you do!
my tummy is so bloated by now!!

of course the food above is not all mine!!
im not that greedy!

Loves,Siaueikwei

Turning 17.

Its the 21st of August and the next day is my birthday!
mummy told me to call my close friends come over for dinner,
so i called them and hoping they would all enjoy themselves.
and yesh!we rushed back from Taipan and started cooking!!
my mummy is a Superwomen!
she can cook most of the dish in just 2 hours!
and they all taste wonderful.
bought 7 bottles of Mountain Dew in total,
2 is used for fruit punch and the rest is just lying there!
















Special thanks to Denise,my elder sister that brought me all the way there to get my cupcakes ordered and 
went all the way there again to pick up my cupcakes with Hannah!
and off she go to work..
















Leanne my dear was the first guest and she was super duper hungry..
we waited for yee ling's arrival and off to the kitchen to look after the food in case the naughty flies lay their precious baby on the food.
we watched and eat at the same time and mummy came down!
and she knew we are picking up some of the food and she just giggled!





















We waited for my aunts and relatives and Krystal to arrive and we started to eat.
this is the food that my mum prepared
there is yam cake,kuching laksa,yong taufu,potato salad,pickles,satay,carbonara chicken wings,and fruits
















and we prayed and started eating!
the yam cake was every one's favourite as well as the yong tau fu,laksa and guava and pear !
we chat,gossiped,ate and laughed!
the amount of food we ate.
the amount of gossip we gossiped.
the amount of laughter we laughed.
the amount of chats we talked..
they are all happiness and excitement we had are all priceless and it can never be forgotten!

and we spotted the 3 of us are using the same phone!
krys's,Leanne's and mine!
E-series baby.its on the go!


















Yee ling was enjoying her DEW and more DEW!






















ahahah!who is the lucky man she is texting ehh?























and miss Leanne enjoying her carbonara!texting who ahh??























When the clock strikes 10pm
Mummy called me and said that we have to cut the cake already,
is still early for you girls but not the old people!
and yes we did went out to cut cake!
we have 2 cakes in total!
my lovely wondermilk cupcakes!


















and chocolate indulgent form secret recipe!.


































the pretty birthday girl. =P





















my lovely siblings..
Denise is at work..so she kinda like missed the party!
























My little happy family..
daddy is not around,he is in Bintulu.






















and my two little god brother,
Isaac and Joshua!






















My love,my girls and the lick hungians,









































My pretty primary school mate also known as the beauty queen!
forever so beautiful,gorgeous and smart,
KRYSTAL HO!





















My lovely classmates,my gossip queens and love..
YEE LING AND LEANNE!






















My big yee yee!
also a august a baby..
27th of august!






















My understanding cousins!
Jeremy and Joanne.






















My long long long long and childhood friends!
Ian ,Sze yinn and Aaron!





















The most welcomed aunties and uncles
Uncle Johnny,Aunt Jenny,Aunt Mei Ling,Aunt Catherine and Uncle Alex!
















Time to sing the birthday song and blow off the candle!
































































Blow!





















AND cut!





















EVERYONE was so excited bout the cupcakes!
everyone took one and the feed back was good!
everyone said its delicious but too small!
so yeah..wait up for next year and I'll order the bigger ones!





















I stands for Isaac!











































I just love my cupcakes!

time to catch some pictures while they are enjoying their cupcakes!





















Leanne!





















Krystal ho!
and yee ling dint wanna have a picture!

Back there in the Kitchen!
this is what i was doing!
































































My lovely sweet boy!
Joshua!





















Come on Krystal,have a picture!
Krys replied..NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!








































































































I just love the photos above!
its more than what we had yesterday night!

time for my present..

FROM Isaac and Joshua!



















And this is from Krystal!
good choice for spa!and i just used it!
it smells so good and my leg is so soft!


Lets play with  panorama!

Leanne was playing with my itouch,yee ling was shy to look at the camera and my brother is playing with his psp!


Special thanks to mummy for preparing all the food and making it a success!
and as well as my aunt and uncles!

Special thanks to the 3 lovely girls that came!
if its not because of you girls,i wouldn't have a great one this year!
the time we had together are indescribable!

I'm finally 17!!!


Loves,Siaueikwei